Toxic-wulf's Journal
Today was the worst day ever I think. Yea, Sakura happened to be gone, but it was fine. I am use to her not being at school. I really didn't have anyone to talk to, today. I didn't really care either, maybe it was because I was tired and stuff, I don't know. Gym class was terrible! We had to get into teams, my teacher picked them of course, then it was me left and a guy. So Mr. Bromely was all like, "Pick a team and join it." So Raul did, and I just stood up looking at the teams. None of them obviously did not want me in them so I just stood back and asked to get excused to the bathroom. I took as long as I could, came back, sat by the wall watching, but Mr. Bromely told me to join my team, and I wasn't in a team. So I got up and walked over to the other side of the gym. I stood there for a moment, wanting to ask if I could join someone's team but they just ignored me. I could feel the tears forming in my eyes, Danielle asked if I was okay, but I just waved my hand with a smile and quietly went into the locker room where I stayed for the rest of gym. I calmed myself down so not one would notice, because even if a little bit of tears form, my eyes get red like I was crying. So gym ended and I got dressed in my regular clothing and left, sat in the hallway waiting for the bell to ring so I could go to my next class. Mr. B walked past and told me to get in my team next time, rotate in. That just killed me for some reason, tears filled my eyes, around my eyes got red and I buried my face into my knees. Jaylee was nice and came and sat next to me, asking me what was wrong and if there was anything I wanted to talk about, I could talk to her. I just said there was nothing wrong and silently cried, trying not to though. Tears did fall, and Mr. B came over and asked me what was wrong, sitting next to me. Asking if anyone was mean to me, that he would take care of it if they did. And there was nothing wrong, I don't know why I was even crying. That was so not like me. The bell did ring and I finally got to go to art class and just sit by myself so no-one would talk to me. It was good that way.
I just realized that I forgot my Biology book at school, and I had to do my section reviews, they are due Monday and I completely forgot. So that puts the iceing on my cake. Not really. I hope I can finish it when I get to school, I have Biology 2nd hour, so I am hoping I can finish.
I am an emotional wreck.
xoxo, Ella

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